Cullen is self-aware enough to get better at recognizing when Alistair's penchant for hyperbole isn't a barb aimed at him. (It's almost never. Easy enough.)
So instead of saying but I have to, it's the job, he just nods a little, and tries to push down the feeling that no matter what he does, or how hard he tries, he'll never get anything right.
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So instead of saying but I have to, it's the job, he just nods a little, and tries to push down the feeling that no matter what he does, or how hard he tries, he'll never get anything right.