There's no one safer in the world, Cullen reminds himself.
"I -- "
He swallows.
"It seems... wise to get it over with. Given there's an extra day before I've got to be... myself." Cullen's mouth twists a little. "But then again, this is our time, and I don't want to ruin it, and if I -- if I can't put it behind me quickly, I don't want it... it's not fair to you. And you get too much of that already. Far too much."
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There's no one safer in the world, Cullen reminds himself.
"I -- "
He swallows.
"It seems... wise to get it over with. Given there's an extra day before I've got to be... myself." Cullen's mouth twists a little. "But then again, this is our time, and I don't want to ruin it, and if I -- if I can't put it behind me quickly, I don't want it... it's not fair to you. And you get too much of that already. Far too much."