Alistair (
bringspeopletogether) wrote2017-07-01 04:58 pm
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Skyhold gets quieter and quieter as the days move on. It's not a complete stand-down; there's cleanup to do, stragglers to round up, the same sort of business Alistair remembers from the months after the Blight. The Thaw, as Wardens call it. Thedas is thawing again, but the fortress only grows colder for it.
He won't lie: he'd feel warmer if Kieran and Morrigan were still there.
When Cullen suggests a vacation, Alistair lights up, only to deflate slightly when he realizes they'll be "vacationing" in Orlais. There's business to attend in Val Royeaux -- not the sort of business that'll keep Cullen occupied from sunup to sundown, but enough to require an in-person visit for a week or so. On the one hand: Orlais. On the other: he can't argue that time away from Skyhold, especially in Cullen's company, will help.
...So will the cheese, probably.
(Look, as Alistair has said many a time, he is a very predictable man.)
They room at a small place in the university quarter that's downright plain for Val Royeaux. Libraries for Cullen, a cafe around the corner for both of them, limited contact with people trilling about whatever stupid, petty scandal's hit the court this week -- it could be far worse. Alistair takes to writing his letters at the cafe, usually accompanied by some flaky pastry or another.
Today, they're cheese-filled. It's hard to descend too far into a personal funk when you've got a cheese-filled pastry.
He won't lie: he'd feel warmer if Kieran and Morrigan were still there.
When Cullen suggests a vacation, Alistair lights up, only to deflate slightly when he realizes they'll be "vacationing" in Orlais. There's business to attend in Val Royeaux -- not the sort of business that'll keep Cullen occupied from sunup to sundown, but enough to require an in-person visit for a week or so. On the one hand: Orlais. On the other: he can't argue that time away from Skyhold, especially in Cullen's company, will help.
...So will the cheese, probably.
(Look, as Alistair has said many a time, he is a very predictable man.)
They room at a small place in the university quarter that's downright plain for Val Royeaux. Libraries for Cullen, a cafe around the corner for both of them, limited contact with people trilling about whatever stupid, petty scandal's hit the court this week -- it could be far worse. Alistair takes to writing his letters at the cafe, usually accompanied by some flaky pastry or another.
Today, they're cheese-filled. It's hard to descend too far into a personal funk when you've got a cheese-filled pastry.
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He says that with the amused fondness of one who means the exact opposite.
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"We can... give it a little more time first? Just wait a bit right here?"
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A gentle squeeze.
"It's very comfy here."
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"That wasn't so bad, was it." Softer.
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As always, the sharpest side of his tongue is reserved for his own failures.
"Choosing between cowardice by panic and cowardice by drink isn't well."
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He keeps his voice calm. Even. (Damn it, he'd been doing so well at not putting his foot in it.)
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He tips his head enough to look down at Cullen.
"I've some idea of how difficult this was. You did it anyway, even though it would have been far easier to just...not do it. That's no small thing, Cullen."
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So he swallows his words, and instead says nothing at all.
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He doesn't say anything more, either. Cullen just trusted him with something immensely important; he willingly opened himself to Alistair in a way he hardly ever does. Alistair won't dare ruin it by pushing too hard.
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(In every command he's had, he's had soldiers like him. He's being harder on himself than he would ever be on them, and Cullen knows it.)
Low, unhappy:
"We've hit the part where I tell you that you'd be better off with someone else and I'm not worth this."
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Glumly, he mutters, "At least I'm cycling through it more quickly."
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He slumps against Alistair, instead, head hitting his shoulder and closing his eyes, and doesn't say anything else.
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A dawning realization:
"You never did tell me that filthy Orlesian song you learned."
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"Nor shall I," Cullen murmurs. "Far be it from me to corrupt the innocent."
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That might have a hint of a ghost of a smile along with it.
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"Does that mean I'll have to brush up on terrible Orlesian puns and wordplay?"
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